Ar Rayyan : The 9 months journey

Hello.

I have time since my son is sleeping right now. Oh well, just want to record these memories as I afraid I might forget as I get older and older.

First Trimester

Lembik je lah sepanjang masa. Keep getting flu, cough, and fever. And it takes time to get heal! Time ni mama tak resign lagi. So working in heavy industrial dengan asap sana sini and heavy work on transformer, buat mama slow. Tido dalam surau and office. At that time ex boss mama memahami lah jugak. Orang kata akan selalu muntah muntah, but not me. There's a time dlm 1-2 minggu mama muntah teruk. Makan je muntah. Sampaikan abah give up nak masak. Abah bawak mama pergi Saba makan nasi arab. Berselera, and I thought dah okey. Sekali sampai je rumah .. semua keluar. Every weekend adalah hari tidur mama sebab mama lembik.

2nd Trimester

Time ni mama dah resign and sambung study. Hoyeah. Selera makan tak payah cakap. Hari hari air tembikai. Mama suka makan benda manis manis. Macarons lah. Kek lah. Aiskrim lah. Time tu fav aiskrim rainbow. Nasib bukan BR, kalau tak, koyak lah poket abah hari hari. Mama ada anemic sikit sebab low hb. Macam2 mama makan utk naikkan hb including supplement yg ubat merah tu. Ok lupa. Sorry.

Then buat MGTT test which is ujian air gula. 1st test tinggi. Kena buat lagi sekali. 2nd time pn border line. Stress mama. Dah kene label GDM. Padahal mama okey je. Seminggu kena buat BSP hari hari. Thank God, specialist suruh diet control je. If on insulin, memang mama tak nak dah pergi KK.

Time ni ar rayyan suka tendang perut mama. Mula mula geli. Lama-lama senak perut mama wahai anak.

3rd Trimester

Makin ligat mama makan benda manis manis. Dah alang alang label GDM kan but at the same time control jgk. I was told, I need to be induced IF I didnt give birth by 40 weeks in my pregnancy. Mula mula mama mcm nak natural labor. But, mama tak nak selfish. Mama ikut je apa kata doktor. Itupun hari hari mama ckp kt ar rayyan keluar la awal. Pun tak nak keluar. At 37 weeks mama dah rasa mild contraction, pergi check dr kata tak bukak pun. At 38 weeks scan ar rayyan dh 2.7kg and at that time mama dh rasa your less movement in my womb. Maybe sbb dh besar so ruang tu sempit la kan. But this time lain. So I told my gynae in pantai about this and GDM bla bla bla. She suggest to induce at 39 weeks but abah punya excited. Abah suruh lagi cepat lagi bagus.

Terkedu mama tau. So mama ye kan aje apa gynae mama ckp. Since you're still petite, so chances utk normal delivery is high as been told by my gynae. Siapa yang tak nak normal delivery kan. So mama redha dan tawakal. Gynae bagi slip the next day to admit for IOL.

Haa malam tu mcm2 mama balun makan. Solat hajat dgn abah. Mintak maaf dkt tok bu, tok ayah, wan dgn aki. Sedih mama. Sbb lepas tu takde dah org nk gerak2 dlm perut mama.

The Birthing story, to be continued.