Wednesday 3 July 2013

Breath.

Salam.

Kesian blog ni. Dah tak tau nk update apa sangat. Arrayyan dah pun setahun last week. And he took MMR vac. Isu vaccines ni malas nk cakap lagi. As a parent do your best for your child. Choice is yours.

In 1 year jaga anak sendiri is challenging yet exciting. Im not a perfect mother but I learnt and still learning. Being SAHM needs extra strong physical and mental. Well, pokok pangkal hati and niat nak cari pahala. But kdg2 tertewas because I whine. Yes. Kdg2 letih smpi nangis. Lepas nangis rasa mcm this is life. Penat letih tu mcm bisikan syaitan. But most of the time I am happier than I am before.

Dpt masak sendiri utk rayyan. Trigger apa dia suka apa dia tak suka. Now dah pandai memilih makan. And he taught me to be creative. Cook more and make something new. Skrg fav dia makaroni. Hari hari makaroni.

Nasi plak tak nak sgt nasi putih. Nak mcm nasi ayam. Nasi arab. Nasi yg mcm ada rempah. Pening. Tapi selagi dia nak makan, bagi je la apa dia suka.

Dia still belum boleh berjalan dengan sempurna. Masih suka memapah. Jln pn nak P ditatihkan. Stand without support for a while pastu dia mcm gayat terus duduk. Maybe sbb dia tak duduk dlm walker so takes some time untuk dia fikir mcm mana nak jalan dgn betul. Take your time dear son. Belajat berfikir dan jadi kreatif ok!

Gigi sudah ada 4 batang. Itupn tiap kali nk keluar mesti demam. Hope lepas ni xde demam dah untuk gigi2 lain. Sbb bila demam panas dia menakutkan.

Breastfeeding journey still ok. Kdg2 ada jgk masa susu drop. And right now tgh nk train mix fm. I may start working soon. So tak nak dia kelaparan nak kene train. All this while dia hanya df. No bottle since he rejects it. Dh pandai memilih nk side mana. Ahai.

No 2. I miss being pregnant. Who doesnt kan. But I need to settle main things first then baru boleh stop injection. Im on family planning injection. InsyaAllah by next year perhaps? Haha.

Next week dah nak masuk ramadhan. Feeling excited!

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