FM again

Hello.

Rentetan pasal arrayyan and FM. Honestly hubs and I dah tak larat every night nak kene wake up for 5-6 times. Dah mcm zaman pantang haritu. He throws tantrums and demand for my milk. Seriously, at this peak, memang menguji kesabaran. Like someone told me, Allah nak bagi pahala lebih. I take it positive. Memang betul, anak ni amanah and ujian untuk kita as parents. Kekadang sebagai manusia, kita takkan lari dr buat kesilapan. Kdg2 ada jgk hilang sabar when he throws tantrums at night but nasib ada husband yg tlg take over and sebaliknya. But then, lepas tu mesti rasa jahatnye aku. Budak tu tak salah apa pun. Me myself will say sorry to arrayyan sebab he knows and he can feel what we are saying.

Sorry son. Mama loves you so much! Abah pun.
I know my milk supply is not enough for him so I started introduce him FM. Too bad semua dia reject. Dah beli pigeon peristaltic plus bottle dia mcm okey tapi dia dok gigit puting.botol tu. Bila telan air susu tu menjerit lah dia. I have changed from anmum to enfapro since my mom told me I grew up with enfalac so why dont you try with your son, mana tau dia nak. Belilah tin kecik tu.

Ingatkan dia nak la kan. Malangnye tidak. Mula mula dia mcm okey sbb I follow tips buat cair sikit. Tapi lama lama dia mula buat perangai tak nak minum. Selalu jadi mangsa abah dia la. Kesian abah.

Hubs surrender and ask me to df je. Yes no problem, but for how long nak stay mcm ni? Bottle feed susah gila. FM pun tak nak. Every night keeps cari nenen mama dia ni. Dah 2 weeks plus mcm ni. He dont have any problems with his solid foods. Semua ok. Makan banyak. So I thought he will less drink. But not for my son lah. Demand susu sama or perhaps more dgn demand makan.

Hubs kata no worry, once he is 1, dia dh krg minum susu. Perhaps. But still I want to see him grow healthy. Dapat zat yg cukup and see him happy will make me happy.

We keep trying every night to train bottle feed and feed him FM eventho dia akan menangis mcm org kena dera. Sabar je lah. -_________-
I hope he will get used to it. I have to attend class starting May. So nak tak nak kene train jgk bottle feed. Kalau tak, 3 hours lah dia tak minum susu.

I dont know what else I can do. Penat but at the same time keep trying and trying. Minum pati delima, and eat cheese utk tmbh susu. Tho it works, still every night dia mcm tu.

Orang cakap senang je, keep pump keep pump. Sabar, usaha. But seriously aku tak sekuat mcm korang lah nak mengepump je. Kalau dulu pump boleh la dpt 8-9 oz sekali pump. Sekarang adela 1-2 oz je. Its not enough for my 6 months son. Cakap mmg senang weh, nak buat tu bkn senang. Perlukan mental yg kuat.

Hubs told me last night, hebatnya kuasa Allah, susu ibu tak sama dengan mana mana susu tepung sampaikan rayyan ni susah sgt nk minum FM. Botol susu punya puting pun tak selembut mcm mommy's punya. Yes, kuasa Allah tiada tandingan cumanya my concern is, tak nak rayyan kelaparan susu.

Kadang kadang terfikir maybe ada benda halus kacau dia ke apa ke entahla. If still in a month dia tak berubah, I need to get solutions for this. Pergi darussyifa' pn takpe. Now arrayyan punya perangai, if siang, lps makan he will sleep for 1-2 hours. Siang dia tido byk sbb nk cover malam tak cukup tido.

Haih. Buntu okey. I hope at least dia nk minum FM and bottle feed. Sbb nk tgk if dia kenyang, malam dia cranky ke tak. Any ideas? Tips? TIA