Its been a while

Hello.

After rayyan is born and after my bm is enough to feed him, usually, my breast will get engorged. And I will df him or pump. Then starting my son turn to 4 months, dah tak ada bengkak susu bagai. Susu ada lagi but bila pump tak meriah mcm awal2 lps bersalin.

Then lately, rayyan keje dia hisap susu je smpi at one time i feel pain at my right b. (due to growth spurts) Left b takda mslh since susu lg byk at left compared right.

Then semalam urut dgn mak bidan sbb I think I had another uterine prolapse. Redha sbb anak dh dkt 10kg. So boleh rasa sakitnye. Then urut smlm. Tgh tgh urut tetiba baju basah at left b and i still can relax sbb i know susu byk at left. Makcik tu urut plak dkt tapak kaki belah kanan, tetiba rasa pelik apsal belah kanan basah lencun. Then I told makcik urut tu, dh lama belah kanan ni tak bocor. Bengkak apetah lg. Makcik tu kata ni urat tersumbat. I dont know much but all I know I was surprised.

And today, tgh df my son after got back from a wedding, tetiba baju kurung basah lencun sgt at right. And I was surprised again.

I know, Allah is helping me. Allah hears my pray. I keep on praying to Allah gives me a chance to see my son grows with my milk with Allah's wills. My son mmg tak terima FM and right now all I do is keep on giving him my bm. DF all the time.

I guess, by traditional massage pn did a help. Yg penting keredhaan Allah. Kun fa ya kun. Alhamdulillah. Walaupun susu tak semeriah org lain, Allah lebih mengetahui rezeki utk anak aku mcm mana. And now, pump tu simpan saja sbb no point for me to pump since my son xnk bottle feeding. Botol air dia je dia nk, tp ltk susu dlm tu dia tau plak reject. Ahai la anak. Letak air masak elok je minum.